Investing myself in others, forgetting what I use to be like. Ruthless, sky high, all for myself and just my girls... what the fuck happened? People got caught slipping, I got caught slipping and now I'm feeling the fall. It ain't right; I need to wake the fuck up, snap the fuck out and get back up on my high horse.. this mainstream ride ain't cuttin' it.
We all fall and have our weaknesses, our moments in life where we allow ourselves to let our guards down and put in our time and emotions into something, someone; there's nothing wrong with that but there's something wrong if it consumes the shit out of you and not them. None of that shit, dead it.
2010 has been a great year thus far. We've had crazy nights, really fun messy nights, great mornings, adventures and missions galore... since when did I turn into a chick that sits, waits and hopes for something? Pathetic. I ain't that chick and I need to get right, do me, and stop hanging around shit that jerks me. What happened to our no-drama, no-explanation, worry free nights out?! I tell everyone to do what makes you happy and be around things that make you happy, I should practice what I preach. I should follow through with words from the mind set of what I'm used to hearing.. mine; and tricks better step up if they chirp my way, say word, I'm sick of walking away for others.
2011 is coming; I plan on traveling more, doing more, eating more, seeing more and my appetite has grown... don't get thrown on my menu bitches. I'm hungry; I don't plan on leaving any left overs, no take outs and no fucking repeat orders. Homies trying to tame a wild one, good luck. Better tie a good noose to catch this one and I hope you're quick to keep up, i'm running wild now.
Do you.
I'll do me.
Nothing's legit until it's written in stones, I've been told.. Ha, right.
Time to write a few rough copies and a couple rough drafts.
Gossip. Gossip. Nigga just stop it.
Get off me niggas; I can't breathe with your infested bullshit polluting my air. C'mon son!
SALUTE ME, BITCH.
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