Now I'm In Your World Like Hip Hop: 4 Seasons of...

Winter's coming and Fall is here.. I hate this time of the year. The cold is creeping in, the leaves are falling from the trees, leaving them bare, single friends are now couples, 2 weeks to his one year anniversary, snow will fall, holidays filled with romantic dinners and jolly nights will be the death of my existence and money. They say I'm bitter because I've done the holidays as a single chick for the past 4 years, they're probably right, but that doesn't stop me from being the holiday grinch. I should vacate the city for Christmas. The only things I like about the holidays are the turkey dinners, boxing day, the reunion of my girls, the return of jazz music and the come back of r&b music. The rest can dead it. =)

I was going to write an inspiring, uplifting post this week because I missed last week's post, but I'm going to say fuck it. Lately, I've been uninspired to write, so fuck it. We'll keep it emo.

Get me back to what it use to be, get me back to me. Get me back to when times were just filled with spontaneous fun, careless nights and eventful days; to when I didn't care too much for things that never bothered me before; to when I could sit by myself out in the summer breeze and have a silent mind; to stupidity and laughter; to serenity. Now. I can't wait for this shit to pass.. this feeling inside me and these two seasons.

Fast forward me to Summer, teleport me to New York or press rewind for '2010.
No, bring me back to July and put me it on repeat, I could live with that until March 2011.

I don't mean to be a prude but it's an annual chain of events that I've grown accustomed too, and you really wouldn't understand why I get this way during the holiday season unless you've been through this yearly. It isn't the same, even with everyone around; still going to make it the best holiday ever with our new place and our new things and our new friends and of course, our family of sisterhood.. I'm just saying.. I can't wait until it's March.

On a happier note;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PAOLO, QT && TB!!!
You guys and the rest of them have made my summer.. best summer since 2007.
Let's keep it going ninjaaaas :) xo