Now I'm In Your World Like Hip Hop: Don't Wanna Miss This; It Feels Like It's Christmas.

With Christmas being a week away and snow infesting this city, I've been trying to really get into that holiday festive cheer... and to be honest, It just isn't happening. I'm telling you guys, I'm just a Scrooge type of character around this time of the year no matter how hard I try lol. BUT, it'll be over after next week and then this year will be over the week after and all this money spending fuckery will finally be over; now this shit right here makes me wanna dance in the snow.

P & I finally got some decorating done on our Christmas tree and I gotta finish shopping for gifts this week. Not only do I have to get the gift list done, I've got to prepare for our big Christmas dinner jam coming up next week. Then there's New Years and then my birthday.... my parents just couldn't wait to have me during the Summer eh, so inconsiderate of them. I JOOOoooke.

December has only begun but within the first couple of weeks I've really grown to appreciate and accept things in my life. You know, if I were to write a wish list to Santa, I'd ask him to keep my friends happy, to shelter them from pain, for nothing but straight honesty and loyalty for me, for strength and courage when life throws unexpected shit my way and nothing but good karma and well wishes for my family, my girls, my friends and you. I wish you all the ability to appreciate the simplicity of waking up for tomorrow, for breathing tonight and for remembering all your yesterdays.

I am really thankful for those I've met this year; for those I've had an opportunity to grow with as friends; for the memories I've been able to make; and for my girls, who stay with me every year - more trustworthy and loyal as the years go by. I would like to think that I've been lucky thus far.. I want more. Give me more.

Three weeks today, I will be a year older. It's kind of depressing; bitter sweet if anything. I can't wait to grow and be the woman I'm meant to be but at the same time, I don't wanna ever lose the amount of fun and party and bullshit I'm experiencing now. When I look back, I'll smile at all the shit I've done and smile with no regrets - I should take some time out of my busy life schedule to print pictures and make photo albums, huh? I shall look into that. Anyways, the annual fuckery fest will probably take place. Where, when and what to expect has yet come to mind.. but my selective few will definitely find out as soon as I find out.

I've been slacking on my blogs lately, but could you blame me? It's the fucking holidays and I've been so busy with everything - I promise it'll pick up after New Years. 2011 will be filled with shananigans, life morals and dram, as it has been with each passing year; I just hope I don't repeat the same bullshit with the same bulls, naaahh'm sayin??