In The Morning.

Is it logical to miss something that was never yours? Memories, feelings and thoughts you sometimes wish never happened to begin with for your own peace in mind; fighting to forcefully rid it all from within you, knowing that it needs to be done, knowing that a part of you still doesn't want to. How do you stop yourself from feeling anything when the source of it all is in plain sight? I want things around me that aren't doing any good for me, call me a masochist. The last time I felt a spark with giddiness, I was sixteen.. sucks that I gotta let this one go. Have you ever seen the movie, Eternal Sunshine of a Spotless Mind? Pretty much how I feel sometimes... Oh well.


On a happier note; Big shout out to Ms Ladyluck, recently celebrating her 21st *ahem* birthday. Doing it big every year, once again at Tattoo in Toronto. The memories of ridiculous nights out and bad mornings after can go on for days. No one throws parties out in Toronto like she does, step it up people!









Also, I wanna shout out my girl KC; You guys aint seen a female flow until you seen her go... the way this girl spits makes me wanna marry her.
Take a peek;

"brain matter splattered as she speak full powered, clocked thoughts shatter with every hour as she devour week minded cowards kush clouds mellow mouths sour, always put a best foot forward so ya next step is the best step get it thru ur head, rest - aint what come to term success, u bet and ull get what u get, holdin my breath with my eyes on death, walkin straight past, im on the get backs, jet packs, im on retro like jetsons go go KC gadget, wet one release kase'ings to cap. some straight to the dome like a bio reaction under da fitted with the T-shirt caption Load the mother ship, This is ur captain pimped up, hoe down, n homie is slackin dont botha with sideways mackin, always frontin like dey aint actin as if im da only one worth havin i see beyond weak game, so refrain brethren, listen, sexy nor baby's my name, n u wastin my time aint get us no gain, i need a slick daddy who aint work my brain, everythin he b doin i be doin same, neva wear a collar but im rockin some chains, n jus cuz i lead dont mean that ill stray im a boss bitch, i wont shit where i lay, so i might not sit if im told to stay i work for my money and it works for me neva let much get in between we, n if he down to roll, we can make a squeeze, happily, be the best of threes he with i and i with she, til he see she with me, jealousy all for one, and one for all, please ill still love her even if he leaves."



Follow her rhymes in her mind @ SUMM - A - SOULTICE


BIG UPS TO MY HOMIES! BIG UP TO MY GIRLS!
BIG UP TO MY HATERS & THE CREEPERS IN MY WORLD!

Next blog will be better, gotta go get mines.

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And a subliminal shot...




Can I hit in the mornin', the sun rise while you moanin'..