Mind Filled With Blank Thoughts.

September is here and the weather has made it clear that summer is no longer with us. The weather's a bit chilly but perfect for most days. It's that weather that your body relaxes to in your room or car or patio, the weather that allows your brain to run free with thoughts while you sit in silence, the weather that somehow tells you that it's time for a change.


One: The grass is greener on the other side.. so why wont you cross over? Is it fear? Is it comfort? Is it dependency? Whatever it is, you need to get past it and make a new path to the better. Looking in the mirror, talking to myself, pretty much makes me insane. I forget who I am and how much I am capable of.. I need to bring myself to the top and push me to become the best that I know I can be.

I am the person that I am, but I need to be the person that I will become. I will soon achieve this. Watch me..


Two: Dipping my feet in dangerous waters. What am I doing? Enjoying what I have, appreciating every minute but confusing myself in the meantime. Is it one way or reciprocated? Learning a whole new side and I'm loving the discovery. It is what it is and I won't stress myself with whether or not it will become. Do what you want to keep yourself happy but be wise about it. Am I being wise?


Three: Please don't fuck with my head with your messages. Please don't contact me with your selfish need of assurance. You are of the past, so stay behind me. I don't need to be reminded of what was and what could've been. I don't need to be reminded of that useless pain and twisted knot inside. I don't need the memories. Letting go was hard, getting over you was hard, so who are you to come and fuck that up when it finally becomes easy. Kids play with mind games, go play with yourself - I'm done.


Four: You wassup girl
Ain't gotta ask it
I dead em all now
I buy the caskets
They should arrest you
Or whoever dressed you
They gon' stress you
But I'mma let you know
Girl you be killin em.



Often imitated, never duplicated
They say she a dime, I say she underrated
I just met her so the next solution
Dead my old chick, execution.




I've been slacking on this shit for a minute, I know.. I'll get back on it. DON'T SLEEP ON ME Y'ALL.. unless you know about NSC stiiiiiiill... haha.